Please pray for me.. For my dad, mostly. I’m just starting to panic over his upcoming surgeries on Monday and Wednesday.
I’m so tired of waiting, wishing, hoping, and praying for something that may never happen. And the more I pray about it for God to take the desire away, the more persistent it is in my heart/mind. It seems incredibly cruel to have something placed on my heart to never be fulfilled. And this is just one of my many “heart aches” tonight.