My dad is having his first follow-up regarding the cancer since surgery on the 29th. Please pray that everything is going well and that the cancer doesn’t come back. It is so appreciated.

It is so, so, so easy for others to tear down dreams. Especially when they have what you dream of. Try being a little more sensitive to others and pray for their dreams to come forth if it is God’s will.

That’s all I have to say right now.


I want to make up

for all the love you never

thought that you deserved.



I crave intimacy but I get confused and uncomfortable when I’m shown even the slightest bit of attention or affection.

(Source: evolved-emo, via breebailey99)


I keep asking God,
"You know this hurts, right?"
As if He is unaware that this season is difficult for me.
As if He doesn’t know everything about me, every last detail.
As if He doesn’t know His very own daughter’s feelings.
As if my reminding Him of how uncomfortable this is, how much pain my heart is in, is going to change His plan for my good and His best for me.

(via breebailey99)

buildyourlifeforyou replied to your post:I really need to go to a doctor and start sorting…

you can do this Laur! don’t fear. He will be with you in your steps. have faith.

<3 trying. I want it over with.. ya know?

desertmanian said: it’s good to get help when we need it

It really is. I’m just scared to go and make that first step. I think I know what’s going on, but confirmation is going to devastate me.

I really need to go to a doctor and start sorting out everything that’s going on. I’m just so afraid.

I’ve got love, if you want it
Say the word and I’m on it
I don’t know what you need
I don’t know what you want me to be

(Source: onthefaultline)