• that I am 30.
  • that I am eating a Go-Gurt
  • that the flavor is “Cool Cotton Candy”
  • that it is 2:33am

Okay. One more.

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Lord, give me the strength to get through the day with out a heartache, bitterness, and making marriage an idol. I’m not off to a good start.

I feel so out of place here.

"Don’t shine so others can see you. Shine so that, through you, others can see Him."
- C.S.Lewis (via cureformylandlockedblues)

(Source: delta-breezes, via desertmanian)

Oh, if anyone has any prayer requests, please feel free to message me!

I feel more “complete” when I read my bible. I don’t know… I hadn’t picked it up in so long, really. Now that I started that plan, I don’t want to quit. 

But I’m still struggling. I bawled last night while I was praying. I’m pretty sure I woke up my mom. I feel like I’m being torn into pieces.

…And I miss my dad. I want him home. I want him to gain enough mobility back so he can get around decently. I just really miss him.

Okay. All jokes aside, I really feel heartbroken. And I keep praying for God to help me through this, but I also keep feeling more and more sad.