I visited my dad today. He’s in ICU, but he’s doing well. Still a bit loopy. Tomorrow is the removal of the tumor and repair of the sacrum.. Praying for a smooth surgery, even though I know it’s going to be a very long one.
I’m so tired of waiting, wishing, hoping, and praying for something that may never happen. And the more I pray about it for God to take the desire away, the more persistent it is in my heart/mind. It seems incredibly cruel to have something placed on my heart to never be fulfilled. And this is just one of my many “heart aches” tonight.